My darling Rachie, It's been 2 years since I last held you and kissed your little face. Not a minute has gone by that I didnt think of you, not a day has gone by that I didn't shed tears for you. I watch Becca play and I wish for you to be there next to her, I want to see you smile and to feel your little body in my arms. My arms ache for you, my heart longs for you, my Rachie, my fighter, my baby girl Today is our day little girl. I cant take you shopping or to the park but I will watch your videos and go through the memory boxes and visit the cemetary. How I wish it was different, how I wish you were here, how I wish I knew what happened to lead us to this day. I hope you know how much you are loved and missed. I hope you know how many lives you touched, how many people are missing you know. One day, my baby, we will be together again, and then I will hold you and kiss you and never, ever let you go. Mommy loves you Rachie, forever and always, my baby you'll be