It's Oct 10 and I took the day off to think of you and visit the cemetary. Oct 11 is a Sat and I hope to make it through without upsetting your brother and sister. Jason misses you very much. At the miracle walk last week, he cried when he saw a baby with O2. your sister is being to understand who you are and what she lost when we lost you. this is the 4th Oct 11 since you have been gone....and each is as difficult as the one before. I love you my baby girl, forever and always, my baby you'll be