Robin, I have no idea how much it must hurt for you.I've "known" you for a short time and you are a very courageous,amazing mother.I saw the video of you and your kids and you could tell that you are a woman in love with your children;what joy you had in your eyes.My thoughts and prayers are with you as Rachie's angelversary nears.She is watching you from Heaven and someday she will run into your arms. Sha'ree